Monday 25 December 2017

Donation Drive to Help 2 Persons Escape Madman's Clutches


10:35a.m. 26 Dec Boxing Day: I realize Boxing Day (day after X'mas) is no longer a public holiday. When? Why?

Please donate or help to get us out of the country. Help us get away from the crazy reach of the delusional madman who is using black magic or whatever crap that's aiming to destroy what remains of our lives. On our own, we can't do it. We are stuck in his evil madness. We have been advised to get out of the country but we have no money.  A $9-10/hr job is not going to get us out.  E-mail to help:  thezinepin@gmail.com

What has been done to us during the night, we don't know. While we sleep, our physical bodies & spiritual selves are vulnerable to whatever is plaguing us in the apartment.

More & more, we learn more about a man whom we never knew. Jealousy. How can a father be jealous of his children who have nothing & whom he made to have nothing?

Never in my mind did I imagine that our parents were jealous of us, their own children. Shouldn't it be that parents want their kids to do well? To succeed them, to be even better? To fly where the parents could not?

In interviews with parents in financially poor countries with little opportunities, I read that they want to give their kids better lives outside & away.

But jealousy explains my observations of our parents over the years. Their odd reactions that I never understood but KIVed (keep in view).

This morning, I woke for once without any cough. My throat was fine. My voice was clear. No phlegm.

I heard Bro already at "work" in the master bedroom & knew he was having trouble with the paranormal shit again. I asked what's up. He said that paranormal thing is still stuck to the back area of his head & wouldn't go.

As mentioned previously, the thing that's latched onto his head dulls his mind, makes him unable to think, causes drowsiness, gives persistent headache inside the apartment & wherever he goes outside such that he is forced to return to deal with it at home. Two days ago, he couldn't even get past the bus-stop. He said it was so bad, he couldn't go further & was forced to return.

Also, a new or different ghost is latched onto his head every time. Each time causing different symptoms.

This morning, he blasted loud music to drive out the evil energy or ghost attaching to his head. But as usual, it stayed. Instead, the ghost or spirits hid in the kitchen from the sound. Bro said the kitchen is "very swimmy" & "there's smell".

Inwardly, while standing in the kitchen & not for the first time wondering if he was crazy, I suddenly began coughing with phlegm!

Where did that cough & phlegm come from? It's nuts. I didn't have it when I woke. So Bro was right.

That cough was also weirdly active last night just as I was going to sleep in bed. Bro said the ghosts or the crazy madman's black magic starts the non-stop coughing at that time so that you can't sleep. The purpose is to disturb your rest every night.

Bro said the latched on ghost or energy or spell on his head makes his head very tight & uncomfortable. We don't know how to get rid of it.

For years, we have had strange circumstances blocking every single one of our paths in life. Anyone would think of them as random coincidences. But after so many years, in hindsight, the incidents were manipulated, orchestrated using black magic (delivered by evil spirits/ghosts) to make us fall. Innocently & naitvely, we never knew because of 1 word: Trust.

The madman abused our trust. Never would I have ever imagined that such a man can be so crazy. In hindsight, we think he was already mad but became crazier over the years until the madness exploded to the present situation in which he is venting his own failures, his own hate, anger & jealousy on us based on his delusions.

 Persistently haunting us. Why? We have no idea. We are innocents caught in his madness.

I can say for sure that we are better than other children in terms of thought & behaviour. Obedience & honesty to our parents was 100%. We never took our father's money unless he himself gave it to us.  Even when we had access to his accounts, we never touched a cent even when he allowed it.

Our upbringing was close to military strictness. We paid the price for that obedience. Our lives ruined. And now, the madman is continuing to ruin us. For what? We don't know.

We are unfairly paying for a madman's delusions. He abused our trust.

It's not just mental madness that stays inside the person. If it's just delusions, the madman can just be mad by himself. But his madness goes out into involving negative & evil entities/spirits to harm, kill & ruin other people's lives.  He becomes a criminal.